Poems

There is an ache in my soul that won't go away I feel that down I can't even pray Friends try to encourage me It does  me no good - I am not listening I don't need a goal I am facing a dark night of the soul Can't stand nothing to do with God Don't want to worship,  read his word or pray Never been this bad before, my friends don't know what to say I feel like my heart has a big big hole Void of all love I am facing a dark night of the soul Don't know how long it will be Before I break away from this darkness and once again feel free Just reading fiction for now, can't stand God's word Don't know why I feel this way It's seems so absurd I am facing a dark night of the soul Don't know how long it will last Become a thing of the past But for now, just let me be Don't try to persuade me I feel so cold, not bold God's word is not for me I am facing a dark night of the soul Copyright Kizzy York aka K. J. O

The ADHD FB group I knew The wanting to jog in Corby Phase I knew The school you worked at I knew The times he did not show for you I knew The times he didn't show for me I knew The whole kaboodle I knew The Glitter I knew The Baths together I knew The Nails I knew The secret clandestine meetings I knew I know I knew Thing is - he had done this again and again Time after Time I knew it was nothing new If he had lived he would have eventually done it to you I knew The reason his relationships never lasted I always knew You never knew I KNOW this to be true Eternity made sure he could not do this anymore To me, to you, to anyone new Game over - The End I knew and know, but you never got to know Be thankful for small mercies Where no-one lives happily ever after The End Copyright Kizzy York aka K.J.Oakes January 4th, 2018

It's raining in my heart Since the day we had to part You lost your rule over me And I was set free I write poetry with my pen I loved you then I love you still Leaving you was against my will Death is so final So carnal Your death brought me low And made me a widow I keep all mementos They remind me of you The fun times we had And the sad one's too I hope I find you in Heaven The day that I die True love - everlasting No more Goodbyes ! Copyright Kizzy York aka K.J.Oakes  January 2nd, 2018