soul-break

Yours was not an overt love
Hidden, a covert one
I couldn't see where I was going
The love bombs seduced me
Into thinking you were the one!
I've been this way before though, 
More overtly
But, I know both sorts now,
I have a full degree in Narcology 
I can see you starting to suck the life out of me,
In a totally different way.

A new day is dawning
I need to forever break this cycle
But, don't exactly know how ? 
I'll storm the courts of Heaven
Maybe the justest judge of all will see me right 
If I follow in his footsteps and walk into the light! 

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