Missing You

Don't know what to do
Missing you
Killing time - wasting time
Trying to move on without you

This is where it's at
It was not just a lover's spat
It was more than that
We can't go back

It's all the crap
Why that ?
The night you seemed to want me out of your life
Even though I am supposed to be your wife

Christmas, New year looming
You wanted to be near her
Cuddle up with her
In her new fur

Goodbye for now
In time - like your dad
You will realize I was not that bad
Just reacting against the harsh life
Of your abuse and being your wife.

Kizzy York aka K.Oakes 2014 Copyright

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