I’m quietly frustrated Not much to be said All these thoughts Swirling round my head Taboo Subjects- Scared to speak out loud. But, if I don’t, It descends - That big black cloud! Heavy with Emotion, Issues, Junk and More! Feeling safe at home, Don’t want to venture Out the door, Just feel like going back to bed Fear of being rejected, So ….. My thoughts are frozen Better off, left unsaid ! Copyright Kizzy York aka K.J.Oakes March, 2022
Two Maps I’m either here, Or there ? Residential Status – Permanent Residence, It’s such a task Habitual Residence – Why do you ask ? Two Maps...... Two Destinations..... . Two Choices...... My Life, My Choice My Choice, My Life ! They don’t like me Having Two Maps Jealousy, their residence And Final Destination! Habitual Residence Since I was 4 months old, Leave me alone, Just go ! Two Maps One by the sea Stay away – With your vengeful , spiteful, Jealousy! Two Maps Cancer foretold. When my house sold, I thought to myself, I may never grow old. Two Maps, Here we go again Habitual Residence – It suits my circumstances more – Habitual Residence This NHS allowed by Law ! Two Maps- Habitual Residence is: My Preferred Residence , To me, My Permanent Residence Two Maps – Habitual Residence Suits my needs more To your dismay, I like to stay But, ...
I still remember the scent Of your embrace I still remember your face The smell of your aftershave Lingers.......... Your Pheromones When exercising; The exhilarating scent That made me crave You all the more My sense of smell Distracted me From the sheer hell That was happening You are now gone But the scent of you lingers.........On. 22/09/2023 Copyright Kizzy York aka K.J.Oakes
Future thinking potentially the truth! Would have like more of your emotional connections and fears as why this is bad. But very nice
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