Win Win Situationship

 When it seems like a loss

But it’s really a win
You would have dragged me deeper 
Deep into sin
With no way of escape 
Once the abuse would begin
Why am I tempted by all the bad men ? 
To experience the abuse cycle all over again 
But..... 
Temptations door has now been locked 
And it needs to stay that way
Clear all the Obstacles 
Testicles - ha ha !
Bollocks I hear myself mutter -
Come what may !
I need to look at myself, Worthy! 
A Winner - 
Whereas, you’re a wolf that looks like a sheep
But, I know what’s underneath 
That  Fake-ness. that glib superficial Charm
You’re really a Sinner
And although you don’t know it, 
I’ve always been the Winner ! 

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