Poems

Sometimes thoughts whirl around my head Mainly of all the words left unsaid Life wrenched us apart You will always remain in my heart You made me see Red I never thought you would wind up Dead I miss seeing you And all the things you could do Time still moves on Even though you're gone I try to be brave - But it's hard when there is no grave Where is it ? Nowhere to visit Instead my own shrine Where you'll continue to shine ! Copyright Kizzy York aka K.J.Oakes Feb 2019

I wish I had more time To put my life in rhyme But as I am lying I think I am dying Instead of feeling wired I just feel really tired My legs ache so much And are so tender to touch I want to write But my muscles feel so tight They feel so weak If only they could be tweaked Yes tweaked to perfection So I can perform any action Able to use my brain And even run again It's hard to believe There's no relief Let's hope I can live And with my writing I give Read at your leisure I am sure you'll find pleasure Oh Fancy that - I need another nap Copyright 24/03/19 Kizzy York aka K.J.Oakes

It so hurt that we had to part But I knew it was best to protect my heart Cause further pain  would be no gain From your Betrayal I knew what was best I needed the rest With you I would often pout You wore me out With your Betrayal In Hindsight I knew we would fight You were the clown who Made me feel down With your Betrayal Other people could not see through the charm That you could do your woman no harm It was all a masquerade You made me afraid Of all your Betrayal You thought I was daft Wouldn't see through your laugh I know how you lied And how I cried Over your Betrayal She was naive I like to believe She thought your charm Would do her no harm She didnt know of your Betrayal Didnt know you had a wife That you lived another life You lout , I kicked you out Before I could give you a clout Because of your Betrayal Let's hope she's wiser than me In time,  that she will see Won't waste as many years Or as many tears Caus...

You have tablets to bung you up Tablets to make you go Tablets for pain  For most they are a bain Tablets for sugar Tablets to make me high Tablets for my blood pressure Cause it's sky high Tablets for sickness That don't help at all. Tablets for anything I must give the doctor a call Tablets for everything But do they really help ? Vaccines galore That destroy our immunity The best tablets Albert Einstein - once said Was eat healthy And go back to bed I believe he is right Back to the basics Give up the pills They cause such a fright So before calling that doctor Think what is best Remember to eat healthy And lay down and rest Forget all that medicine And those nasty vaccines Do things more natural And see your body get clean Copyright Kizzy York aka K.J.Oakes 2018

My affliction chose my destiny That must have been God Cause it wasn't me I needed to slow down Get off the roller - coaster ride Of being a Clown Time is running out As you near lifes end Destiny changed before lights out Still, more time to think To re-order my life Find the missing link Writing I love No more frenzied life Peace like a dove Writing is me My life, my history Time to be free I am not quite sure Whether I will be famous But, life seems more pure Endless Elation Creating Rhyme or prose Part of God's Creation He wants me to be me Not somebody else This is what makes me truly happy I love life now Not sure of the time left I will go out with a Pow Loving words and rhyme All day to think This is how I spend my time Then in eternity God will say to me You finally did reach your destiny Copyright Kizzy York aka K.J .Oakes Feb 23rd 2018

There is an ache in my soul that won't go away I feel that down I can't even pray Friends try to encourage me It does  me no good - I am not listening I don't need a goal I am facing a dark night of the soul Can't stand nothing to do with God Don't want to worship,  read his word or pray Never been this bad before, my friends don't know what to say I feel like my heart has a big big hole Void of all love I am facing a dark night of the soul Don't know how long it will be Before I break away from this darkness and once again feel free Just reading fiction for now, can't stand God's word Don't know why I feel this way It's seems so absurd I am facing a dark night of the soul Don't know how long it will last Become a thing of the past But for now, just let me be Don't try to persuade me I feel so cold, not bold God's word is not for me I am facing a dark night of the soul Copyright Kizzy York aka K. J. O...

The ADHD FB group I knew The wanting to jog in Corby Phase I knew The school you worked at I knew The times he did not show for you I knew The times he didn't show for me I knew The whole kaboodle I knew The Glitter I knew The Baths together I knew The Nails I knew The secret clandestine meetings I knew I know I knew Thing is - he had done this again and again Time after Time I knew it was nothing new If he had lived he would have eventually done it to you I knew The reason his relationships never lasted I always knew You never knew I KNOW this to be true Eternity made sure he could not do this anymore To me, to you, to anyone new Game over - The End I knew and know, but you never got to know Be thankful for small mercies Where no-one lives happily ever after The End Copyright Kizzy York aka K.J.Oakes January 4th, 2018